yesterday was really sunny and yummy
picnic with doh and vivien
played volleyball with doh and ppl. was fun and im nicely aching now.
we also helped out with face painting for kids.. i think i would quite like to do that for a living..
just paint kids' faces. it's so cute.
i painted a vampire and a carnival mask and a princess and some hearts and attempted a dolphin. that was quite a disaster but the kids were so cute.
i think ju did that for nicole's bdae once. nice

that's 4 sunny days ive had this week! 5 i guess if you count the day i stayed in bed the whole day and watched anime/topgear. many reasons to be happy!
also, randomly, i learnt to play mahjong from nonchinese ppl. so funny! my substandard mahjong skills. and they play with racks.. like scrabble.

and i got a tv today.. ka'll be happy she can watch tour de france properly instead of on my laptop which keeps cutting off.

i think i'll be good and do some filing and open some bills and bank statements before i fly off. and wash some clothes.

also..today i went shopping .. hahaha

i think i would most like to be
thing 1
or thing 2.
or water

for the first time in a long time. i feel not so old.

for the first time in a long time, i realise how this whole doctor thing has just about started or not even really.

and im slightly excited.

there is clearly hope for me.

who says greys is trashy

it's been a year and i dont know why i suddenly feel compelled to write again. i found this in one of e earliest posts. and it just feels like something i really need to hold on to.

to leave the dearest objects of our hearts in the sublime keeping of the general and unspecific belief that God is answering our prayers in His own time and way, and in the best manner, involves a process of inward crucifixion which is obviously unfavourable to the growth and even the existence of the life of self

i watched i captured the castle yesterday.
and she said
it's like some hideous party game. everybody's dancing and noone's getting the prize they want because it's all third hand and second best.

i dreamt i was dancing last nite. which is really funny cos i cant dance. haha i dont even believe i did ballet for 5 yrs sometimes.